solitary

a perfect picture of barren souls. pure beauty, nuff

anata

Unable to sleep, I look up at the window's moon...
If I think about that day
On the stairway to the sky, I walked each step one by one
There is nothing, no matter how far I've looked, that I'm certain of
But in joyful times and bad times, you were by my side


Onto the ship without a map floating to the darkness
To tomorrow continuing to shine just like that star


In my heart from someday on it will shine
Because you are here
Even until all of my tears dry, so precious
Because you are here


Even if a stormy night is expected,
Even if the sun collapses, it doesn't matter


Even if impatience is in the way and I can't really speak well
Even if there is no end I keep on walking


In my heart from someday on it will shine
Because you are here
Even until all of my tears dry, so precious
Because you are here


To your heart
To your heart
To your heart I need your love and care




*Poured by tears of rain and calm breeze
one of the best moment of my life
#L'arc~en~Ciel Live on Jakarta (May 2nd 2012)

מלך

dear Elohim, through the order of Genesis creation, herewith i request DNA of some existence that we usually call as a 'guardian' 'task giver' 'lord-ruler' a 'KING'

a 'king' that have high intelligence and common senses
a 'king' that have high value of justice and fairness
a 'king' that have high morale, leadership, kindness and ethics
a 'king' that have fair adjustment in power, influence, heart, and charisma

a 'king' that are equal brothers to all humanity and universe
a 'king' that carries vision to liberate and stabilize the sytems of life

down with all sickness, please allow me to make peace with the 'king' humane and personal sin such as : lust, envy, greed, and cowardice.
through blurred vision and tricky situation please allow me to rediscover the truth of stream and roots within the 'king'.
through the channeling and barriers of other lifeforms please allow me to break and keep the 'king' to be always safe and healthy.
through encounter and clashing situation with the corrupted ones please allow me to face them and bring glorious situation for the 'king'.

here is a constant reminder, we create.

fin

favor of the wind, and im all stirred up,

Goodluck my way to the path that i always believe.

there will be no regret nor fear and hatred,

almost overtaken.

*burp

at the same time i feel blessed and cursed..
living as humanbeing is really hard..
feels like synchronizing with emptiness, blackhole, nil..

act IV Loveless CC.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
And Your eternal slumber.


Now what i want most...
is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...


-loveless

soon

2 years have passed since then..

Memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared there.


Scenery, where all the colours are live and breathing gently,
like an innocents child plays on spring, and purely beauty that we endures back then.
Medicine you are, bring quiets and tranquility to my soul.
Thank you, You've always been so dear to me..

Our last goodbye was not literally written or said by words.
 
Merry Christmas,
dearly beloved.

le Grand dessein

The Grand Design, fragments ;

- The Emperor
- The Kingpin
- The Ironhand
- The Warlord
- The Tycoon
- The Bard
- The Hermes
- The Vixen
- The Mainstream

all are already set in place. 10 years.

crest

"as solid as the ground we stand on"

lich.

Politicians reforms not Politics Reformations. rise in 10 years.

jenova

the titles explains all.
got orgasmic while accidentally downloaded Distant World II - Jenova

you (Re: Nobuo Uematsu) dude are really gruesome mindless sick genius ive ever met.

эдельвейс

this scar, it is her.
i love her and she is undead.

escher

like it ever end, whether i like it or no.
withers, regenerates.
stupid game owned by the god.
contestants, players, hu:manity.
extinction caused by sanity and frailty.

the immortals playground.