Sunday, April 7, 2013

Re : Sultan Shahryar and Scheherazade

'So when my mistress shall be seen - in form and beauty of her mind, by virtue first, then choice - A Queen'

She is Scheherazade a beautiful piece of God creation, a Flower; 
'She had perused the books, annals and legends of preceding Kings, and the stories, examples and instances of bygone men and things.
She had collected a thousand books of histories relating to antique races and departed rulers. 
She had perused the works of the poets and knew them by heart. 
She had studied philosophy and the sciences, arts and accomplishments, 
and she was pleasant and polite, wise and witty, well read and well bred.'

- Wisdom
- Knowledge
- Beauty
- Kindness

'A tranquil of heaven, a true Gaia breed'

The story goes that every day - Sultan Shahryar of Persian kingdom would marry a new virgin, and every day he would send yesterday's wife to be beheaded, having found out that his first wife was unfaithful to him.

'When kings the sword of justice first lay down, they are no kings - though they possess the crown. Titles are shadows, crowns are empty things. The good of subjects is the end of kings, chaos, tyranny, and void of darkness it is.'

The Encounters;
Scheherazade volunteered to spend one night with the Sultan, thus makes her perhaps another feisty treats for the Sultan.

and so goes the first night came, the Sultan lay awake and listened with awe as Scheherazade told her first story. The night passed by, and Scheherazade stopped in the middle of the story. The Sultan asked her to finish, but Scheherazade said there was not time, as dawn was breaking. 

'Woman is a ray of the Divine light.'
So, the Sultan spared her life for one day to finish the story the next night. So the next night, Scheherazade finished the story, and then began a second, even more exciting tale which she again stopped halfway through, at dawn. So the Sultan again spared her life for one day to finish the second story.

And so the Sultan kept Scheherazade alive day by day, as he eagerly anticipated the finishing of last night's story. At the end of one thousand and one nights, and one thousand stories, Scheherazade told the Sultan that she had no more tales to tell him. 

'She whose realm dominion'

During these one thousand and one nights, the Sultan had fallen in love with Scheherazade. So, having been made a wiser and kinder man by Scheherazade and her tales, he spared her life, and made her his Queen.

'I will, as pearls on a string, be lifted in the hands of kings.'

have a blessed and wonderful sunday,
ciao
:)




Tuesday, February 26, 2013

The timeless vision of Rumi :)


here we are at the end of February - just got another new deck from my friend, an illuminated heart of Jalal Ad-Din Muhammad Rumi :)
Rumi as you guys know is one of those sufi saints with a special reputation for being able to act as a guide from beyond the veil for those who invoke his aid - a spiritual benediction.
So herewith my journey begins with the deck of Rumi Tarot, 
Al-barakah Al-kamila (Perfect Blessing!)

from the deck of Rumi Tarot

1. Characteristics, tell me about yourself.. 
what is your most important characteristic : Five of Chalices
Perplexity in the heartis like war, Inner turmoil, Sorrow, Envy, Jealousy, Regret

2. Strength, what are your strength as a deck : Nine of Pentacles
Seek the purchaser who is seeking you, Solution, Comfort, Income, Unexpectedly good business, Accomplishment

3. Limits, what are your limits as a deck : Temperance
The cup that purifies is for those intoxicated with God, Moderation, Careful management, Intemperance, Adaptation

4. Teachings, what do you bring to the table - 
what are you here to teach me : Knave of Chalices
Pleasures and agreeable things are four the soul, Meditative reflection, Study, A messenger, Innovative methods

5. Best Linked Time, how can i best learn from, 
and collaborate with you : Seven of Swords
At every step there is a snare - do not advance boldly, Cunning situation, The hunter and the hunted, Perseverance in pursuing a goal, Circumspection, Critical situation

6. Potential Outcome, what is the potential outcome of -  
our working relationship : Judgement
By love; the dead are made living, Renewal, Reborn, Ascension, Summoning to new life and complete change, Spiritual ressurection, Awakening, Cleansing

Of this there is no academic proof in the world; for it is hidden, and hidden, and hidden...

Friday, February 1, 2013

Zaubertraum the Dream Enchantress :)


here comes February and of course a new set of deck to play with, yeahhh :D 
so.. after the first encounter, i decide to start a conversation with her :) 
an introduction!

from the deck of Zaubertraum the Dream Enchantress

1. Characteristics, tell me about yourself.. 
what is your most important characteristic : Judgement
Renewal, Reborn, Revelations, Ascension, Revelations, Transformation, A big change.

2. Strength, what are your strength as a deck : Six of Wands
Victory, Triumph, Competition win streak, Rulling, Controls, A grand achievement, A big boasting prideful charisma.

3. Limits, what are your limits as a deck : Three of Wands
Balance of teamwork, Togetherness, Openness, Faithfulness, Long range planning.

4. Teachings, what do you bring to the table - 
what are you here to teach me : The Tower
A structure - Foundation - Beliefs - System - Esteem that destroyed suddenly, A release of tension, Emotional breakdowns, The tearing down of what you once believed in, Mind blowing Facts.

5. Best Linked Time, how can i best learn from, 
and collaborate with you : Six of Chalices
Floating weightless emotion, Compassion, Love, Harmony, Pleasures, Innocent enjoyments, Flowing with the World desires.

6. Potential Outcome, what is the potential outcome of -  
our working relationship : The Empress
A beautiful solid and reliable Paradox, True control with genuine calmness and deep inner passion, Regal and elite femininity charisma (QUEEN), Fertility of creation, Intellectuality, Stable concepts and nurturing ideas, Motherly, GAIA - EARTH - Love of the mother Earth. 

Ciao
:)




Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Re : Ascension (2009-2013)


Ascension :  

Spiritual emergence, an evolution of consciousness, expansion of awareness,  a state of realizing one's purpose as a spiritual being that having an experience in physical manifestation as a human being, awakening of the human heart, spirit, and inner wisdom - the evolution process of human consciousness and the planet itself. 





the DNA and the universe,
this is my journal...

1. Sleep Patterns : It is pure random at night time, and yeah.. i do sleep really late (around 4-7 AM)  i only sleep at daylight if i were sick or in urgent need of being 'ground' it only lasts for about 1-2 hours though. my sleep requirements have changed.

2. Emotional Rollercoaster : Sentimentality, Anger, Sorrow, Happiness, Laughter, extreme full ranges of emotions which is really draining.

3. Connection to nature : For the past years i developed a special feelings and attractions with the radiant of sun, flowers, grass, sky, the colours - the shape, gemstones, the stars, and the period of the moon. Animals, especially dogs i always love em :)

4. Random Patterns in social activity : Contemplation, solitary and solitude from others (social). not that im an anti-social person :)

5. A sudden disappearance : Friends, loved ones, habits, hobbies, residences, and surroundings, it feels like the vibrations and frequencies are now 'different'

6. Night sweats, Hot flashes : whenever the residue and negativity got burned, my body starts to heating up.

7. Mutational symptoms of flu, headaches, rashes, muscle and joint aches, blurry visions, and sometimes chest pains.

8. Self communicating in form of meditation, contemplative thoughts, heightened sensitivity and intuition.

9. Lucid dreaming and astral projection.

10. Pineal and pituitary glands activation.

11. Less connected with the opinions of others.

12. Ancient knowledges are floating suddenly : tarots, norse rune alphabets, sacred geometry, wisdom of the stars, reiki, prana. It all comes suddenly, in one package.

13. Metaphysical journey : Negativity, Positivity.

12. Resonancies : Schumann resonances, the earth voices.

13. Spirituality not 'Religion'

14. Synchronicity -  11:11, 2:34, 3:33. 1:11, 00:00 a signals, light and electricity bulbings for no apparent reasons

15. Intuition, solemn heart voices.

16. Physical manifestations : materiality gains (money) no need to search for it, it always come whenever i need it.

17. Delegations and Leadership : i do manage my own business for now (restaurants, gold tradings, and assets management) it serves as the wheel for my ideas, goodwill and manifestations of human needs. the good and bad things are because of the Ascension process of course i do need lots of people to help me, the realizations are the employees and workers that helps the money to find it ways to me. 3 Assistants and 6 Employees (shopclerk, driver, and chef). It is the universe that realizes my dreams :)

18. Sudden appearances of peoples 'strangers'

19. Periodically changes in weight.

20. Food intolerances and allergies.

21. Enchanced senses of smell and taste.

22. Power surges, inexplicably feelings of cold and heat.

23. Looking younger, many new peoples think that im still at 20, unfortunately i am 27 this year :)

24. Feeling lighter.

25. Random Patterns regarding lifestyle, yeah ive got many masks now.. way too many... :)

26. A perception of time - it is accelerating.

27. Impatience.

28. A deep yearning for meaning, purpose, spiritual connection, and revelations.

29. Play, play, and play..! life is all about to play :D

30. A polarity mindset.

31. A rapid pace, everything happens so fast.

32. Invisible presences.

33. Increased integrity.

34. Harmony with seasons and cycles. The sun, the stars, phase of the moon, a stronger connection to the earth.

35. Communication with spirits, channeling.

36. Moments of joy and bliss.

37. Memory lapses, inability to focus, feeling of spaciness, impatience with linear forms of communication, being scattered.

38. Left brain fogginess.

39. Dizziness.

40. Heart palpitations.

41. Faster hair and nail growth.

42. Memories surface, suppressed memories images of past lives and parallel lives.

43. Quicker manifestations, including negative ones though :(


we are all ascending to a higher consciousness - everyone is connected. 


        

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

obstructed

a beautiful piece of sorrow with a hint of pain that already evolved to a feeling of ...
emptiness; nil


Thursday, December 6, 2012

XV - THE DEVIL (synthesis)


from the deck of Luis Royo 'Dark Tarot'

XV - THE DEVIL
facilis descensi averni - the descent to underworld is easy.

The bearer of Death, illness, and misery, splatters human selfishness. The one who makes human slaves to thee fatal instincts. Shadows engulfed as Fear, obsessions, and negativity that leads to corrupted souls.

Core : broken morale compass, running amok, and wild ride 

Journal, Dec.6.2012

"As above, so below"
so the magus speaks,  personified, discernment life and death, be dexterous agile and witted like one of us. Shattering of certainty, the threshold - it should be done in order to resurrects the wither ones. Subdues, devours, genocides - thereby providing the raw material to reborn the existence that shall transcended all.
Fulfilled desires, conquered by memories of ancestral and current tides, a perfect puny and boredom civilizations - degenerates and apathetic.

"Convivialium disputationum"
God geometrizes continually, it arithmetizes, from "vesica piscis" ended on six day of creations, the workshop of Elohim - grace 

"Sedet aeternumque sedebit"
She sits and shall sit eternally.   

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Ace of Chalices (20/11/2012, daily reads)


from the deck of Pagan Cats 'Felines'

Ace of Chalices.
A start of emotional matters - romance, relationships. Love and empathy towards others including compassion. Spiritually and emotionally connects with other peeps, being receptive. 

Subj : The Ace of Chalices invites to drink deeply and be fulfilled or better yet, just jump right in.
Core : An opportunity for an emotional experience or growth.

Celtic Cross Spread, Significator - Aries, Self read :p



from the deck of 'Espiral Mistica'
i also use the Tiger's eye orb to cleanse the cosmos field and synchronizing the deck with the personalities of the significator (Aries).

• Significator (Aries) - Knight of Wands
Enthusiastic, impulsive, restless. Having a 'hero complex' a win at all costs attitude. Someone who will over impulsively commit to something, then rush on to something else. Constantly being carried away by the passion of the moment.

1. Immediate Concerns - King of Wands
A leader, confidence of spirits, true decision maker, mature control over passions, creator, authority, willpower and passion-minded.

2. Obstacles - The Wheel
Unexpected changes (twist of faith and lifes), adaptation to changes, emotional Rollercoaster, random changes.

3. Crowned, what is known objectively - The Hanged Man
A change of perspectives, new point of view, spiritual revelations. Freedom and power of the mind, a caught between situations (positive and negative forces), a period of letting go and releasing karma.

4. Foundation, what is unknown about the situation, unseen - The Sun
Glory days, triumph era, pleasures and youthful energies, blessed times, happiness, a clarity that brings joy.

5. Past influences, fading away behind - Four of Pentacles
Financial stability, economic security, greed, possesiveness, miserliness, power hunger - lust for power, controlling and manipulating others, exploitation of influences and power, personal judgements, power gathering and domination.

6. Future, new circumstances ahead - Knave of Wands 
Spirits, enthusiasm of an initiate or new converts, entering into a new undertaking events with daring, being willing to take risks, and inspiring or encouraging message, a yearning for new adventure, re-discovered sense, re-experience something inspiring, re-learned the fuel of thy passion, renewed sense of power, and self determination.

7. Self, current state of mind - King of Chalices
Tactful and diplomatic, dignity, sincerity, a philosophical nature, holding and adhering to deep convictions, well control in realms of emotions and relationships.

8. Surrounding fields, circumstances surrounding the situation - Five of Pentacles
Loss, misfortune, loneliness, rejection, being left out in the cold, blind headed, problems and difficulties, physical needs, not seeing the opportunities or the helping hands (goes unnoticed).

9. Hope and Fear, both wanted and feared about - Five of Chalices
An emotional loss, defeat, unhappy ending to a relationship, failures, and losses (Fear).
Acceptance, big hearted (Hope).
-- Fear of the experience and feeling of defeats, loss, and grief situation - hoping to have a feeling of acceptance and open hearted.

10. What will come, Finale outcome - The Strength
The courage it takes to conquer your fears and to hold your chin up in the face of hardship. This kind of strength is not necessarily forceful, it can just as well be the voice of tolerance and calm.
'from this arcanum, emanates an inner force that allows the initiate to be the absoloute master of his passions and his energies, with prowess as your guide'

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Monday, November 19, 2012

Flurry Furs (19-11-12, daily spread)


from the deck of Pagan Cats 'Felines'

What does this little furred cute ones says on my daily spread ?

Knave of Pentacles.
an opportunity for prosperity, especially one that requires dilligence, persistence, and hard work. Down to earth and practical, a sense of awe and wonder about the world (curiousity kills the cat :p). Desire, yearning, and aspiration for affluence.

Subj : Someone who is learning something about the physical world, resources, or finances.
Core : One who is assessing something in the area of physical world, resources, or finances.

well.....

Love Readings (13-20 Nov 2012) cc : Querent, you



CC : Querent, Regarding Love situation

1. Backgrounds - Four of Swords
Respite from troubles that indulgings love, Recuperation, Contemplation, Hiding your head in the sand, refuses to act for love after cetain experiences and withdrawal. mentally and emotionally exhausted

2. Present Issues/Conditions - Queen of Swords
Bareness and separation from love, Detachments from passion and thoughts, self reliance, emotionally barren, clinging to the rules of what is right and wrong without tempering judgement.

3. Incoming problems to deal with - Knight of Pentacles
Lust for material gains, security, and commitments - Financial matters that may synchronizing with point 1 and point 2

4. Conditions of Love/Effects that will pampered - Justice
Fairness, the consequences of your actions are at hand, balance are on thy move, reaping what you've sown for good or ill ones - a time of karmic accounting

5. Advices at its best - Seven of Wands
Act defensively, realize and consider your capacity to face serious threats, stand your ground, Accepts what it may come with grace and courage, be well prepared



Best of Luck,
Erlangga Patria

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Getting to know each other, hey there 'Felines'


well, here it goes.. just being gifted with a new set of deck 'Felines' :s just look at them, so adorable.. whatever, lets get things started. As usual after the first meeting, what you should do of course 'get to know each other' session. To know the potentials ? 
yeah.. lets break it down then. :)

1. Characteristics, tell me about yourself.. 
what is your most important characteristic : Six of Swords
Receiving help to leave undesirable situations/issues, Perspectives, Refreshed mind, Healthy and clear insights through dilemmatic problems

2. Strength, what are your strength as a deck : Three of Swords
Learning and understanding of something that causes sorrow, Problem solver, Intelligence, Integrity and intellects that could wither emotional problems and issues.

3. Limits, what are your limits as a deck : Five of Wands
Experimenting on problems/issues, pushy or stressful situations that results on experimenting ideas, Prototype formulas, Hasty and annoyed situations that imbued with competing egos

4. Teachings, what do you bring to the table - 
what are you here to teach me : Ace of Pentacles
Prosperity, Blessings, an openings and opportunities

5. Best Linked Time, how can i best learn from, 
and collaborate with you : Strength
High energies, Spirited, Powerful, Determination

6. Potential Outcome, what is the potential outcome of -  
our working relationship : Judgement
Renewal, Reborn, Revelations, Ascension 

well.. 
miaw~ then 'Felines' :3

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

CC : Readings for 'anonymous' (yes, you)


(From Left to Right)

1. Backgrounders/Situations
four of pentacles; Financial stability issues, security regarding money affects greed and possesiveness towards the situation that may include 'some person' withins (lovers, ex, crushes, whatever)

2. Problems/Issues
The Chariot; difficult matters, the road is rough, progress through hearts and minds are really difficults. Lacks of Concentration, Willpower, and Determination for resolving conflicts (deciding) within yourself and finding the necessary balance to settle the issues. you are halted and stuck at this moment.

3. Advice
eight of chalices; sacrifice (ego, persons, conditions) for finding a new directions in life. the card suggests you to take a risk for the journey into the unknown (new), leaving behind old attachments towards the new unexplored realms. search for its best.




Best of Luck,
Erlangga Patria